Lately I have been having a very hard time. There is so much going on and so much I just wish I could tell someone. I have no one. I mean I have the Lord but really am very much alone in my life and in my thoughts. My marriage is going through a rough patch and I am trying to make that all right. As well as I am being tested for Cancer. Wow seriously the stess is so high. I have cried so much this month and I feel I have all but brought it on myself.
Instead of trusting in the Lord and leaning not unto my own understanding I have been doing just the opposite and have been playing the He Loves me He loves me not game. Good things happen and I think the Lord loves me and when bad things do I think He loves me not.
I have so many question and so many answers that need answers not just logical i can wrap my head around it but the whole i feel it deep with in me answers
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