my apologies

I am sorry it really does sound like I am depressed and probably I am.  But telling me I need help or I should be on medication is not positive for me.  I am figuring a lot out.  I am aloud to do that.  I am aloud to be me.  If you do not want to follow my blog that is fine.  This is for me.  This is my therapy.  So don't feel bad for me.  Think whatever you want to but I am writing my feelings.  I have to put things out there exactly as I feel in the moment in order to deal with the moment.  That is the type of person I am.  Hey if you want go ahead use my blog to complain also.  Comment tell me what you are feeling I wont judge.  That is what I think the problem is with many people is we feel we can not just express our feeling or we censor our thoughts.  If we are not happy we are not normal I am sorry if I sound so depressed.  I do have my down moments and I need to express them to get myself up. I hope any who read this understand that